Surrounded...

Surrounded I am..
By people all around..
No wonder why..
I can't fathom my heart's thumping sound!!

Soliloquies are what keep me ticking..
Tiring out after the day's mimicking!!
Mimick a person I am not inside..
Unwillingly I have to...to let the life glide!!

There is a sea of people whom I interact with..
Still hoping...relationship isn't a myth!!
Euphoric it is, every moment I seek new eyes..
With a melancholic heart but ably disguised!!

Venture out, do I with a fresh energy..
Trusting my faith and destiny's synergy!!
Once bitten, twice shy as they say..
Cautious I have to be all the way!!

Embark upon the journey as I do with a smile..
Unaware of the destiny's nasty guile!!
I pour out my soul, I believe in doing..
A decision, I eventually end up ruing!!

For everytime I sulk in the wild..
Hoping this time, the pain would be but mild!!
Disappointed I get when greeted with an encore..
Calling it off again, pursuing no more!!

I lick my wounds, swearing not to dare..
Get tricked again to land up in despair!!
But it's a fallacy that the heart listens..
For it loses out on the eye that glistens!!

Realise do I that I'm a human, end of the day..
And have to take it along, come what may!!

No matter what peeves me around..
Or people for that sake....eventually who surround!!